I just don't want my endurance waste for nothing. Just for something I deserve for waiting a long time

Hey. I don't want to seem mean, but just cause you wait, doesn't mean you deserve free stuff. Sure, there's nothing wrong or bad with asking for free stuff, but expecting someone to give you a gift from their own good heart just because you asked does feel entitled. You should not rely on other people's kindness and then get disappointed when no one gives you the thing you're asking for for free

I hate my life too but I don't care I have no support

Sorry but currently i dont want to draw anything yet

At least if I receive something from you guys that is meaningful to me it would be better.