I would draw but my friends unmotivated me just because of my artstyle and how I hold my pencil. I know I am unique my own way because I don't hold a pencil the correct way and somehow can write while gripping it like im holding a dumbbell, but it has gotten to the point where they have started ignoring me or calling me weird for being different. It made me quit drawing temporarily because I can't just ignore the insults anymore and let them make fun of me for being different from others