I really don't know if I live for myself, I don't know anything, directly, "I just know that I don't know anything." At this point in my life it already seems to me that I won't do anything, I'm going to waste my entire adolescence in... working for strangers to validate my work... and I congratulate myself...? I think I just leave it there, I did it, nothing more... I don't tell myself "what a good job you did" or "keep it up", I just... I don't congratulate myself for anything...