Dont go.You are an amazing creator,and even if you remix everything you should still be loved ...idk what you mean with this message but in every way you should not go,never give up of your dreams and keep going on,one day you will have many lovers .stop thinking that you are a bad creator you are loved and you belong in castle ( ◜‿◝ )♡
I understand you wanting to dissappear because of personal reasons.you need help ,love and care .your life is unique and rare.just you being alive is amazing to many people ,thats why you should not go ... Im also having a terrible life but i dont even think of going... You can regret going away forever and you are doing better than me in castle ,i hope you are mental healthy (。・ω・。)ノ♡