I have 4 options for help 1. Tell your parents or friends 2. Find a therapist 3. Pray to god 4. Take medication for your symptoms

Ask God for guidance through this. And what Castaway said.

just seek a therapist or a doctor and tell them what is going on. We hope you get better mate.

Tell your parents instantly and get a doctor or therapist to help asap. Even if you don’t want to say it, just force it out

That is NOT normal. You gotta tell someone you trust like your parents. Hope you recover🙏

We all hope you get through this okay. I don’t have any good advice, but Castaway’s is pretty good.