everytime i see them online, i beam, happy and excited to join. but when i finally loaded in, all they say is:; "i gtg" or "lets go to private" like i dont exist. what do i live for? replacement?

No. Don't hang yourself please. You're not a replacement. Please don't hang yourself. Please. Don't leave us, we love you. It's hard, I know. Beaming over someone who just.. well.. leaves you alone hurts. It will. But please don't go. Whatever happens just know that it isn't your fault. It never was. Please distance yourself from the person. It sounds like they're toxic. You're a good kid. A really good one. Don't leave us for the goods. Just stay on the line dearie. Try confronting them please?. Unfriend them. It will be hard to let go. It always will but it's for your own good.