Ok but somg below describe me

Is. Gubby

Forsaken music is always peak

growing on my head, still remember even then, where you are,when im dead! Ah wanna die,wanna die but dont really wanna die, you were there,you would care, you know it really isnt fair, every time,i forgot, you remain inside my thoughts, not enough,not enough, ah wanna die,wanna die,wanna die, but i still couldnt die, with you by my side, behind the days, i spent alone,afraid, now your here,to stayyy