Don't say that. Most people are just $h1t and don't deserve kind people like you. Do not listen to the mean. Push the mean to the side. You matter and I care and I would never leave you alone or discriminate your amazing, beautiful, and fantastic art. You bring me joy and I hope you know that. Do not think of killing yourself. Ik you didn't talk about that but usually people do. Don't leave earth. You are amazing.