Sometimes, I miss how things used to be. I've lost so much throughout the years that I don't even recognize myself. Things have been better than the last few months, which I honestly pretty good. I remember when I used to talk to people every day. Now, I'm silent, I miss that. I've struggled with bullying, harassment and anything similar for years, but I've learned to ignore it.
Things are getting better, I'm getting help for my mental health. Things will be okay.
Thank you.
the past is weird to me. everyday i wish i couldve changed something, anything that wouldve prevented a certain event, and knowing that i can't anymore has me at a mental roadblock. but then again, it had so many great things. so much i missed, so much i loved. some different part deep down inside of me wants it to stay just the way it was, asking myself, would i really want to change this if i had the chance... even though it made me to who i am today...