Hey... I'm just like you...I feel that is hard for me to make decks but I always remember my grandparents words, failure is the first step to success...that word needed just one thing.... patient, just patient so quit until your feeling get stronger, no stress, at least you can try something cool from you, the special you, human's imagination reaches the size of a mansion just memories and dumb ideas that make you special even if you feel is not so make a donate deck, a ragdoll deck, even if just animation, always remember that life wouldn't get you to success if you didn't try, and try, and try, until you get to success this app is your success point, level it up! Sorry if is too long