- For anyone reading this:
Your skin is not a paper, so don't cut it.
Your neck is not a coat, so don't hang it.
Your body is not a book, so don't judge it.
Your heart is not a door, so don't lock it.
Your life is not a movie, so don't end it.
You still matter <3 🥹🫶✨
I genuinely don’t know what i am anymore. All i feel is envy. No one cares or sees my body language whenever i am nervous, sad, or mad. Whenever i want to confront anybody, i feel bad and i chicken out. My life is a mess and nothings getting better. Today was pain. School sucked but atleast afterschool was fun. Everyone was making fun of me even the teacher and now i don’t think i even want to do anything anymore. I feel like a pixel compared to a huge screen. It isn’t fair. I’m trying to make it obvious for people to see that i am not well, but they don’t even bat an eye. Everyone in my class lacks basic empathy and understanding. Even if i am smart, everyone at my table always copies my work and the teacher doesn’t care. I don’t post much because i’m trying to find out a way to keep myself happy. But i just feel lazy all the time whenever i brainstorm an idea. Nothing is organized in my head. I just want to rip my skin off one day because it’s that bad.
I'm sensitive and I feel like I'm getting tired of my mom yelling at me for the past half days she's the reason why I cry sometimes whenever she yells at me even when she knows I'm sensitive, she still loves me but, I just can't understand her, I was thinking that life is fake whenever I'm trying to sleep, and I thinked about killing myself for no reason.
Actually...are..you okay? you can vent on my deck..its bc of the deck "Only skin" if you wanna talk about it im free, i have school in the mornings so im sorry if you text me then and i dont reply just know ❤️YOU MATTER!!!!!!!!❤️