Also I saw the other deck you posted abt your feelings and I just want to say that I feel the same.. i jusr feel that No one in my class or family cares abt me anymore they always ignore me and never help me. My "friend" has stopped talking to me and she talks to other ppl and she also gets mad when I try to talk to her and it just feels like no one likes me and I don't understand what I did wrong.. I also feel much better and happier in castle and I feel that the only person who understands me is randompersononcastle she is my only IRL friend left that actually cares abt me and I wish I could just run away and stay at her house instead of mine..