look. yes i know i almost suic1ded bc my brother died and me getting abused. I used to cut myself. like ALOT. but i stopped. I did have depression for my dead aunts and brother. but sometimes life is too hard. dont give up. ur life is worth it. take a break from castle like how i did. you sometimes overwork yourself. its not k to keep cutting urself. I was too stupid and stubborn to realize that maybe the root of my depression was the cuts i did. please don't suic1de. what will ur family do? what will the people close to u do? they will cry. they will keep thinking about u and ur death. they will never get over ur death. please. don't hurt urself.
You can quit if u want to i wont be mad, if people complain about it they are wrong because you decide what you wanna do with your life. It must hurt a lot your cat died even if it was 3 years ago, im so sorry about that. He/she must be very greatful for all the love you gave him/her.
None of this is your fault, it must be pressure by: School, friends, family, other things or even Castle itself