I don't understand why you feel uncomfortable when people ship this ships, I had actually the same. (I'm not hating you, you can think that you want, feel that you feel (this is not your fault) Good luck to you :/ ❤
I know that I ship something but I don't chat about ships because of last time someone was shipping me and my friend until I crashed out and said what is the account but the person did not reply back to me but I'm sorry if it was me