mei I hope you’re okay, I’m really wishing the best for you rn cause nobody deserves to go through such struggles, Harming yourself won’t help at all and no, you’re absolutely not a “coward” for feeling like this. I just really really hope you’re okay and whenever you need someone to talk to then we’ll all be here to talk to you, you’re not alone. ❤️💙🫂

Jeez dude that’s very bad, please don’t leave and please heal, I’m very worried for you :(