Here's context Jim Willson was born in a Christian family while he grew up with his parents his father had to join the army along with his mother as a field medic Some years later he found out his parents died during the war and the only thing he had was his dog but he forgot his dad took it as well with all his loved ones dead he became a alcoholic to ease the pain but the memories still lived he believed that God himself didn't like him so he stopped being a Christian his insanity began to increase his therapist's suggestions only made it worse he was always seen crying until at night he couldn't take it anymore and killed himself at peace.