this is basically what goes on inside my head when im.. uh.. “sad” if that’s what i feel not sure if i feel.. anything, really this is why the title is “possible vent”, I don’t know if im sad but im only confused why don’t I feel love why don’t I feel joy why don’t I get excited about gifts on my birthday why don’t I feel fear why don’t I cry for a reason I’m not sad when I cry