I know it's a bit late, but... I understand how you feel... But with different circumstances of course. I'm not going to tell you what to do or not to do; I just wish you luck in your life.
I hope that at some point everything can get at least a little better, because from what I know of you, you deserve better.
Um, again, sorry for taking so long... But I hope my comment helps you a little. ^^
U said "never said it was my pov. Is it?" Which leads me to believe this is something u made up, especially cuz the thing abt ur cousin and the uh needing to have a bl##d warning which uh if this is fake then- this reminds me of Michael afton from fnaf- (IM TOO BIG OF A H#RR#R GAME FAN 😔)
woah..
People can feel that turtle, its normal..
you will get better soon! Trust me!
and if it doesnt then wait :-)
god always holds the best for the patient <3
i hope everything is okay back at home, and i hope ur doing much better :-)
I'm terribly sorry...I understand how it feels, I really do. I still also have those thoughts, but remember, there's people here to support you, there's people who care about you, I'd love to help you, I really do, but I dont know how to other than to talk about it. Just know I really care about you and everyone else here as well!
I don't want you to go... Please stay with us!