im so sorry for you, in friendships (mostly) there is a thing thats like, "ooh we are better, more popular blah blah" when in most cases, no one else care except for them. And, just dont listen to ppl calling you ugly. im a little chubby, so people i know that id say were my friends, called me a bear, fat... Blah blah. And, yk that sucks. But one day youll stop caring. One day youll gain the confidence. So, dont think abt other crap ppl tell you. Or atleast try not to. BC it can be hard, ik.