....btw why im going trough alot....my grandmas bird died....iets sad:( and my grandma is in THE HOSPITAL....she broke her foot and smt else...and i got a trauatazing dream that made me aroace.....i keep hating and hating myself more and more....i need therapy:(......(fun things:i have reflexen and alot of people care my finger is broken:) there sad though but i apprecate that they care andere stuff<:D it means much to me:) )