Suicidal person here, I understand what you're going through but rn I just want you to know that whether you know it or not, there's someone out there who values you and cherishes you. I'm not sure what's going on in your life right now, but all I wish for is that you try to keep pulling through, no matter how hard it seems. If you're able to, try to get help, go for therapy (if you can ofc), vent to other people or find a safe way to cope. If you keep pulling through, life could get better. All I want is for you to stay through until you get to see better days. I may just be someone you've met for a few hours on some game-developing app, but through the screen, I'm rooting for you.