I don't know or remember why I made this last night at 3:00am, but when i turn red with the unnerving noise, it means me trying to forget my past but then i eventually remember because it's constantly blocking my future. Also, the black dude is trauma taking form of my...dad..cuz I've had trauma with him... and the flower symbolizes life taking a sharp turn so quickly or surprises because it turns evil or foul when i try to pick it up, but I think I just made the flower because of the song name and lyrics. :P (I think that's why I made this or what it means, at least...is this a vent? Idk)