I first had 3 cats, 1 hamster 2 bunnys andere 2 guinnie pigs and now i still only have 2 bunnys and 2 guinnie pigs(one bunny also died but we bought a new one and i 2 times had a hamster)
Oh my god... I know how it feels cuz one of my only pets died 6 years ago I cried for 3 minutes and ik u did too Don't worry he's in a better place now and his soul will still living with u.