I want to die

I want to leave this planet bc I’m an outcast to this society I’m just wasting space and I’m starving myself just to feel better about my weight I burn myself and poke myself with needles just for the pain I fake a smile just so ppl don’t go asking questions I feel like everyone is putting me under a microscope and wishing for me to just drop dead already I remember before my parents got divorced and stuff it was the best months of my life I was only 3 after that I’ve just been slowly wasting myself away to nothing and guess what I have social anxiety and imposter syndrome yay I hate my life it sucks but if u or anyone ever needs to talk to someone I will talk to you or that person just so they don’t feel how I feel goodbye have an amazing day:3