Me when I say “I think that today (17 of september) will be the most stressful day of 2022 because 1 year ago (technically 11 months ago with 16 hours), my dad died at 52 years by a heart attack at 7 am (4 am in Tepic timezone), but this isn't the question (don't confuse with asking), the question is that my mom & sister will cry (probably) because they miss my dad, me too, but I won't cry. I get very stressed when someone cries because I swear to God, it's VERY annoying, & when they begin crying, I just go away to my room to prevent conflicts, but not to cry. I don't like that my mom & sister cries because though they're showing their real emotions, I don't want this crying to become depression, so I ask my mom & sister to stop crying. & I mentioned "Depression", because my teacher told my school mate (a girl) to not to be sad too much time, probably +3 days because it can become into a depression if people get sad for more than 3 days, & when my sister & mom cried when my father died, it lasted for 1 week, & I have the fear that happens again but it becomes into a depression, so that's why I ask my mom & sister to stop crying. But this is still the beginning. My mexican grandmother will probably call me, but I hate very much to her to call me because it's very annoying, I'm not able to explain why, but some symptoms I experiment are: Anxiety, scare, nervousness & stress. The last call I received from her was in 6 of september, but luckily, I won't call her & I don't want to know anything about her. I'm already jaded about her & I want this day to be more chill, I mean, without her calling me. Rest in peace, my dad. (6 of september, 1968-17 of september, 2021.)” fast: #meme