DOES ANYBODY EVEN CARE ABOUT ME?? LOVE ME?? NO.. NO ONE DOES I TRY SO F#CKING HARD ALREADY ALL THEY DO YET IS COMPLAIN EVEN WHEN IM ON THE VERGE OF SUICIDE THATS WHY I DONT EVER SHOW MY FEELINGS TO ANYBODY I HAVE TRUST ISSUES AND FAMILY ISSUES.. (dont read this if ur under 15-16 please no hate..) (also i apologize sincerely if you read this whole thing and saw me cursing....)

IN SO STUPID AND DUMB I LITTERALLY HATE MYSELF WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER LIVING??? I TRY SO F#CKING HARD ALREADY... ITS ALWAYS MY FAULT ALL THE BLAME GOES TO ME EVEN WHEN IM TELLING THE TRUTH. -what a great liar i am im so f#cking stupid.